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Yes, the answer is yes! I will, I'm pretty, absolutely sure I will cry. And it's not a pretty cry where you can still understand my words cry, its the ugly, garbled cry where people just nod their heads...because let's be honest, whose gonna ask a crying woman 'what did you say?' This is also the day you forgot to put waterproof mascara on too (it's a bitch to wash off, who wears that every day?). ...it's not the pretty cry It seems since I decided to go to a treatment program, I cry ALL the time when I talk...

So, I just took a pill.... a million times that is and I ended up becoming an addict, imagine that right! Something I VOWED deep in my soul that would NEVER happen to me. My mother was a heroin addict and it destroyed her life (she's still alive and we have no relationship), however, in the meantime, I and my siblings were punished/tortured for all things wrong in her life. Little did I know, there was a > 50% chance of me becoming addicted to something, granted it wasn't heroin but a drug is a drug and it knocked me...